Meditation Success Story: Overcoming My Inferiority Of Being Over Weight
When I was in high school, there was no nice way to put it, I was fat and I had no self-control. All I wanted to do was to eat and I’m the type of person who can put on the pounds very easily. People would talk behind my back about how over weight I was.
I Got Confidence And Stability Within Myself
Where I felt lacking was in my career: I feared I wasn’t living up to my potential and was never quite satisfied, so I kept bouncing around looking for that “perfect” situation. I changed jobs frequently but was never 100% content. I eventually realized that no matter where I went, the same patterns, interpersonal conflicts, and insecurities always showed up.
The Shy, Greedy Girl Known As “Miss Carrot”
As a child, I was a greedy girl who cried a lot and was very stubborn. I wanted to have everything. I was also a very shy girl so, during the holidays, when I saw all of my relatives, it was an anxious time for me. In school, my voice would tremble and my face would blush if I had to make a presentation in front of the class.
Was I Really That Complex? It Was All Just A Dream
I was a complex person. I may not have looked shy, but if I had to speak in front of people, I always became nervous. When I was a child, my mother would ask me to go to the store to buy something for her and many times I would come back home empty-handed. This was because I was too shy to even ask the store clerk to get me what she’d asked me to pick up.
Living Well Together And Being Confident In Business
When I have a drink now, it’s finally enjoyable. I feel relaxed because I can just have a drink with a comfortable and pleasant atmosphere and enjoy the company of friends and relatives. Even with my wife, I can enjoy a simple snack and share a friendly talk.
I Learned How To Love Me And Others
I’ve never seen the world in the correct way because I had so many feelings of inferiority and superiority. My feelings stemmed from being obese as a child, and being teased by those around me. I have received a lot of unwanted judgments.
